Light of Tunnel

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

21st September:

ah yat's opening of their first tian xia branch in singapore.

had to go. didn't mind going since got good food^^

this, fortunately, is not me^^:

menu:

abalone~ slightly small though =(

one of the dian xin which i managed to take photo off. the rest were just gone the moment the plates were put down:

shark's fin. bland but lots of fins^^ bangkok ones are still better though.

this one is nice! baked fried rice with abalone:

some soup my brother ordered:

dessert! even though i hate almond, i still ate it, cos its good for health.

bird's nest in almond cream:

the nice nice fruit juice with aloe vera jelly and bird's nest. remembered to take photo after half is gone:

after that had to rush back to hall. sighs. in which as usual, nothing really good happens or manage to happen =(

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 3:55 AM

i have somehow officially became not just hall one jcrc subcomm but also hall ELEVEN jcrc subcomm.

hall one:

block 17 representative

cultural sec subcomm doing god knows wad

hall eleven:

poster-maker

printer-ink contributer

i wonder why~ and when...

this is wad i just got conned and confused into doing for hall 11 just now:

my subcomm work for hall one will start tonight later. collect money....

sighs

i realised my phones has lots of pictures but never post~

1st september: hall one jcrc rally:

17 September: bored during lab... and excited over the eeeeky labcoat and its pockets!!

will continue the rest of the photos in the next posts ^^

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 3:30 AM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

had my effective communications CA today. probably screwed it up as usual. didn't even know who i was supposed to address that stupid letter to. i went "dear editor", but now i think im supposed to write it to "NTU students". super gay. but whatever.

either way im even more screwed up next week. have FOUR CAs next week, which is totally lame, since after recess week i only have 3. they should put them AFTER recess week when i finally got time to study at home under the comfort of my aircon and with my dearest teapot^^. oh and i have to submit a song composition this monday for hall production. gah shouldn't have applied for music director. my voice is still dead after FOC and i apparently have no inspiration or anything similar now. pray i don't write some kpop kind of music, esp the current kpop kinds. whoever listens will be like "ehh?" esp if they are not a fan of such "di di di di..." repetitive kinds of music. then again, english songs are worse in my opinion.

now i will continue my emo-ing from my previous post.

i rarely watch fanmade videos. rarely. especially those emo-ed kinds, cos i see no point in making myself feel bad. but this one is really a must-watch. its so well-done and touching, like the "one year seven months video". argh, this fandom have good video-makers.

whatever happens, i believe dbsk will remain as five. and only these five. i never seen a music band so bonded like them. they will last, for many many years to come. as korea best singers, as one of asia's greatest singers, and one of the best group in the world. i believed, like the rest of cassiopeia, and bigeast. i believe and i know it will...

the gods will reign forever. and the stars will shine by their sides forever... and ever...

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 6:53 AM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

because ms sihui keep reminding me to post this and cos i also find it very meaningful and truthful esp pertaining to my previous emo-fied post.

superjunior_eunhyuk's 090913 cyworld entry translations:

A celebrity…
A job where it’s confirmed from the front, behind…and beside…
In front, they have fans who love them, and celebrities are smiling while watching those fans.
Behind them, there are several arrows flying at and piercing their backs.
Unintentionally, the flying arrows sometimes even pierce the fans that are in front.
On both sides, there are masses of people are watching over their front and back.
Even if their back becomes covered in blood from the arrows piercing from behind, they must smile for the sake of the fans that cheer them on and support them.
If they smile and work hard till the end, the public who’s watching them on both sides will slowly move to the front.
However if they can’t handle it, and if they’re upsetted a little, (the public) moves to the back and even shoots arrows.
Celebrities don’t know how many people are behind them, or what kind of people or what reason they have for shooting the arrows.
They’re not allowed to turn around and find out either.
Because if they turn around, the fans in the front will become completely shocked when they see the arrows that pierced their back, and the moment they turn, their entire body will be struck with arrows…
No one knows what kind of people are shooting the arrows, what kind of expression they have, or what thoughts run through their minds as they shoot the arrows.
It’s just that they simply enjoy the act itself, and they like it if new celebrities (especially ones with lots of past personal life) come out.

Celebrities…
They live on stage and die on the internet…a job where it’s confirmed from front, back and side…
……that is a celebrity.

"

From: 이혁재 cy 

Trans: rocket @ sj-world.net

Credit: http://sup3rjunior.wordpress.com
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whether he is naming anyone in particular or talking about himself, in my opinion, he's probably talking about korean celebrities in general. especially with the recent incidents, of dbsk and 2pm, and also all the many many past incidents, its really depressing to comfirm that my fandom and like for kpop is filled with such... i wonder, how many arrows are those MANY newly-debuted groups going to take...

i wonder, what will happen to dbsk in the future...

i wonder, what on earth is Kim Junsu doing now?

i wonder... many things...

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 5:06 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

i realised.

the word "disband" just hits me hard now.

i realised how much it stings, it burns, how much it rips one's heart apart.

it doesn't when i started liking dbsk, (which is the first time i ever liked an artiste so much, esp a group). it doesn't when cassiopeia became uncertain. it doesn't when the "five-years curse" draws close last year. it doesn't when all the dbsk vs sm saga happens.

but it does now. after i witness how jaebeom (or jay park now) got literally forced to leave his group, and eventually country. i never liked 2PM, and i never will. infact i was never impressed by JYP Ent's array of artises, (rain, wondergirls, 2PM, 2AM and now 4Minute). infact, i was erk-ed by 2PM's "Beastly idol" concept. yet when i read all the news, i felt so sad for 2PM and their fanclub, Hottest. it felt so hurtful, somehow.

to hear ppl around, sprouting words like "dbsk will disband" totally stabs my heart. it doesn't annoy me when people says "they can't sing. they are just pretty boys", cos im already used to such misconceptions. but it does hurt, more than annoy, me when i hear the word "disband" being associated with these five people who fought to, over so many years, to stay together as one. it hurts me when i hear that word being put with those five guys who remained so bonded and humble no matter how big or successful they got, no matter how much impossible things they made possible.

2nd hearing is tomorrow. nothing much may change, alot may change. i do not know until tomorrow. i can only pray for the best. but i believe, cause they promised to cassiopeia. and they always kept their promises.

i can't help but watch this again. it showed how much they grow, in talent and spiritually. and showed how much I can grow, if i want to and willing to work as hard as them.

for cassiopeia, for bigeast, for them ownselves, i believe everything will be fine.

like yoochun said, "Always keep the faith"

like jaejoong's tattoo, "Hope to the End"

...

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 7:58 AM

its late by close to one day soon, but,

congrats to peiyu for winning her JCRC elections!

good luck to trying to get more sleep and stay awake during lectures!! though somehow, you seem to do more of the tutorials than me.

let me put up the campaigning posters peiyu made me do for her. i rmb it was the loudest time i had in my own room in hall. i was screaming my heads of at peiyu making me enlarge her head and name. haha and it totally zap my printer of its last bit of ink.

but i guess its worth it, since she won^^ plus without her, i will DIE IN NTU. and IF theres such a need, PEIYU I WILL SQUAT WITH YOU NEXT YEAR IN YOUR HALL. bwhahaha

haha.

anyway i realised my english standards have severely degraded itself! i shouldn't scream at peiyu anymore for writing nonsensical english for her jcrc essay. gah

good luck to her.

and me ^^

ps. and yes peiyu, your head is on my worthless dying blog!!

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 7:35 AM

Friday, September 4, 2009

its rising...

its rising and rising...

how high can it go?

how high can it reach??

ahhhh~

cher~
// always keep the faith! @ 8:08 AM

" Bolero "

I am: CHERmaine
Age: 19
I'm from: Singapore
I Like:TVXQ! , a happy life, kpop, jpop, saxophone, friends,
I DON'T like: vulgarities, smokers!, drunkards, oranges, noise, darkness, politics,

" Tell me your wish (Genie) "

Wish list:

. The end (a good one) of the whole "DBSKvsSM" saga.
. To attend dbsk concerts and lives ^^
. For my friendship with my true friends to last.
. To have sufficient money to splurge on my dbsk stuffs and all other artistes albums!
. To find my right one.

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